Trying to serve

Trying to serve

Thursday, October 28, 2010

To Blog, or not to blog...

In reading some of my other friends blogs I am impressed and intimidated.  They have wonderful stories to share that are written with such eloquence, that I feel inspired to start my own.  But who would read these posts?  Who would be interested in what I have to say?  Those that know me, know that I have the gift of the gab, but do I really have anything to say?
I have decided that it doesn't matter to me who reads or doesn't read.  I am going to make this for my family...more importantly for my husband, who is deployed.  So he can see what we do on a daily (or maybe weekly) basis and feel like he is here not missing a thing.
This page is a work in progress..under construction.  The page is like my life.  Always changing, improving, sometimes becoming more complicated and sometimes getting it completely wrong.  There are days when I get down on myself for not being a better wife, better mother, better housekeeper.  I find myself yelling at the kids when I PROMISED myself I would stay calm today and treat them with the kindness they deserve.  Yes, they deserve kindness...they were born sinners.  When those days occur, and I assure you they do, I hear the negative noise in my head on how I should do things better.  It is comforting for me to know that many of us, like my page, are a work in progress.  Nobody is perfect, no one gets it right all the time, and we are ALL born sinners.  So let me impart my few words of wisdom that I have learned (but have a hard time putting into action) give your husband a break, your kids a break and most importantly, yourself a break.

Next installment....what's in a name? What to name your blog.

4 comments:

  1. Love the Blog so far. I would love to read it. My blog is not as nice as yours. There are no pictures and it is only meant for Brian and I. I use it to talk about the day and frustrations I am having with things and people. So I do not share it with anyone. I am also not a good writer. Yours is very good. Thanks for sharing with us. Love you and miss you.

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  2. Thanks Chana (I know it is you :)). Add some photos for him, I am sure he would love to "see" you. I thought it was a great idea about the digital picture frame. I may send one to Josh.
    I have thought about making my blog only for us, not let others (family) see it. I may change my mind. But with FB having yet another security issue, I fear my days are numbered. So this can be one way to let friends and family (who aren't on FB) so see what we are up to. I was going to include this in my post but I was tired. So I finished up at 11 and still couldn't fall asleep until after 1am.
    If there is anything I can do to help you through this long year, just holler. Miss you..miss just bumping into you, or driving by you in the neighborhood...until the next 10 years.

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  3. Jack, the site and your thoughts are excellent. I appreciate your every effort and know you are dedicated to our family. I am so very proud to have you as my wife. Love, me

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  4. Jackie... I really like this. You have done a wonderful job!!!! I might have to try this too! Thanks for being a great neighbor!!!
    Erin

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